Changes

When did I turn into such a nerd? I remember a time not that long ago when a day off meant going out, getting into trouble, partying, hooking up with some totally inappropriate guy, stuff like that. Now I am looking forward to sleeping in, getting on the computer, watching Firefly all day, and maybe finally finishing my book. That is my idea of a really good day. I hung out with Shawn the other night (yeah I know that is just asking for trouble and more posts on how men suck) but something I really didn't expect happened. I realized that I had more fun crashing nerd night, watching my friends play d&d and then watching Howl's Moving Castle. This realization came as quite a shock to me. I mean I knew I was becoming more tame then I was in the past. Getting off the drugs is a big factor in that, but I guess I didn't know just how much I have changed. I blame Ithiel and 1031. Their nerdiness has rubbed off on me and I don't think there is any going back. I have a blog, I am all into sci-fi and fantasy and anime now, I read all the time, I am always on the computer, I don't get bored when Ithiel starts play WoW when I am over; I am even starting to understand the game a little. Can I be much more of a nerd? At least I am a hot nerd. :)

Well, on a completely different note, I am feeling all nostalgic for my old riding and dancing days, seeing as how I am staying with my mom and there are pictures of me riding and dancing everywhere, so now I am watching old tapes of dance recitals and horse shows. I really wish I could have kept riding. Its one of the few things that I am truly good at. Stupid allergies making it difficult for me to be around horses. Oh well. I guess that is just life.