Waiting for it to pass...
I'm miserable. I hate this. My back isn't getting any better, the meds that I am on are making me crazy. Any drug I take whether prescription or not makes me depressed and paranoid. I don't want to do anything. I cry because of the pain; I cry because I am sad and lonely. And because I am an addict I want to solve it by taking more drugs to help me relax, even though I know that the drugs are part of the problem to begin with. I just want to go home. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I guess all I can do is wait and hope that all this passes.
posted by AliKat @ 2/05/2006 10:37:00 PM
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Hang in there. Only a few more weeks to go. You're gonna be okay.
They have a word for this in Japanese: "kusoo," which sort'a means, "shit!" except that it's Asian so it must be spiritual or something so I'd chant that in a gruff and grunty voice at length. It sounds like youse got the support system (over the phone if not in Cali) to help you through this until you've returned to the fold. It's the last lap, you're racing against yourself, and all you need to do is hold out a little longer. Tough girl, growl and let out with a mighty, "ah, my fuckin' back!"
--The God of Hellfire
well said god of hellfire!
sorry to here things are still not well with you. do you watch greys anatomy? "waiting for it to pass"? that was on sunday's tv show. i love that show. even got my husband addicted.
i'll be in omaha in april, will you be there yet?
Grey's Anatomy is sooooo good, cause Katherine Heigl is in it, and she's hot.
I thought Sunday's episode was, "Oh Shit (Kusoo), There's A Bomb In the OR."
Poni-Yes I got that from Grey's Anatomy, I too am addicted to it. I will be back in Omaha in a few more weeks, so I will definitely see you in April!!
1031-The episode was about the bomb in the OR, but before that Grey and McDreamy were waiting for their feelings to pass. I didn't mention it in the post, but Shawn is kind of jerking me around and I have had enough, so I am also waiting for all this kusoo to pass between me and him.
Oh and season 1 of Grey's Anatomy is coming to DVD either on the 14th or 21st of this month. Not sure which, I just know that I will be getting it tomorrow!
Sorry to hear about Shawn, but I'd be lying if I said I was surprised.
I'm sure it'll be much easier to get things worked out, one way or another, when you're back in town.
wow, fellow addictees! thats awesome. the last episode was intense. it claimed it was to be the best one ever. i didnt think it was, i've have others i like better. this one was just... totally intense. what do you guys think?
It was definitely one of the better episodes. Very intense. I like the ones involving Grey and Shepard's relationship better. When I finally see the first season I might be able to pick out the best episode, Right now no particular episode springs to mind that I would call the best.
It was good for one reason only...Christina Ricci. Yes 1031 I'm brave enough to say it for you. 'Intense' pfft!
Christina Ricci needs to put on some fuckin' weight. She looked like a corpse.
For anyone interested, Here is a blog written by the writers of Grey's Anatomy.
ahhhh, you guys just liked it 'cuz it started off with the shower scene. good marketing though, what a great way to start the show followed by the super bowl.
first season? i didnt know this was the second season. i started watching at the beginning of the quintuplets thing. what ever happened to them. one died and that is the last i remmeber, may have missed a few episodes?
myThanks for the link 1031! Poni, I stayed up and watched all of season 1 last night. It was awesome! Rent it or buy it on Tuesday. And in the episode with the babies I think 2 died and Meredith saved the other two by putting them together.
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